Title: Dear Mr. President
Rating: PG-13
Challenge: A singing contest by the Daily Planets sister radio station.
Notes: Thank you to my beta danceswithgary! Lyrics and title from song titled “Dear Mr. President” by Pink.
Summary: Lex’s world changes dramatically without his permission.
Dear Mr. President
April 2029
Lex Luthor sat at his desk near the windows feeling the sunlight heat his tense back and shoulders. It had to be the third worst day of his Presidential term. The first had been the day an intergalactic threat forced him to give the order to deploy what his scientists had named “The Golden Sweepers.” They were land and space missiles with their true potency contained in the gold kryptonite payload. The second worst day came directly after, the same day Superman made it known to the public that the protective measures had removed his superhuman powers. He was now just a regular being. The outrage and pandemonium, a large amount coming from within his own household, almost caused him to be impeached.
Lex tried to assure the public and his family that he had no knowledge that gold kryptonite would remove Superman’s powers, and he truly hadn’t known. Just as the dust seemed to be settling, a song that had gained popularity inside the No Man’s Land was filtering into the underground radio stations worldwide.
The song spoke against the current happenings
in the
“Mr. President, we must do something about this song. It has not only filtered through the underground style radio stations, now it has won some sort of award!”
“Award? Like a Grammy?”
Chris Tucker, Lex’s personal aide, just shook his
strawberry blonde head. “No sir, thank
God! The
“I can’t believe this, change the world, what kind of cra... Wait, did you say they know the author? Who is it?” Lex looked up to see his normally calm assistant looking a little frightened. Tucker kept looking towards the side entrance to the Oval Office as if he was expecting the doors to come flying open at any moment. “Tucker, answer me! Who wrote this song?”
“Well, sir. You see, they started to play it because people were requesting it. Then when they found out it was written and performed by a person from Metropolis who was working in the Zone itself, it gained even more air time and popularity.” Tucker continued to glance at the outer door hoping for an interruption so he could escape as quickly as possible.
“Tucker! Stop
looking at the door and tell me who wrote the damn song?.” Lex had calmed his voice and face and looked
directly at Chris Tucker frightened eyes, “Please Tuck, I need to know for
certain if the artist performing this song is the man I think it is.”
Tucker looked into the dismayed eyes of the President. He could see the warring of anger and sadness. “You know already don’t you, you’ve always known.”
“No, not with enough certainty to give his name to the Secret Service.”
“The author is being published as
“And the artist singing?”
“They haven’t published a name yet sir, but…” Tucker didn’t really know how to finish that sentence.
“Yes, I also recognize her. I am going to need a minute before my next meeting, Tucker. Please inform Addelay.” Lex didn’t hear Tucker's response or immediate exit. Yes, he recognized the voice. A father knows his daughter’s voice even when heard on a grainy, second-rate copy.
Lex leaned back into his chair trying to remember a time when he didn’t feel like a complete failure. It had been a while. Not that he’d allow any of his staff to realize this, of course. In public, he kept up his well-known Luthor façade. These days he needed to keep the façade up even while in his private residence. It wouldn’t do to allow Chloe, his wife of eighteen years, to see the crumbled lump of a man he actually was. She probably saw it anyway. No one knew him as well as she did. Well, at least not anymore.
Lex tried to think back to
happier times, points in his life where the world wasn’t literally crumbling
around his feet. His mind automatically
brought up images of sun-drenched lakes and lemonade. Enjoying cold chicken picnics with farm-fresh
smiles and bubbly laughter. He never
knew that friendship was supposed to feel so freeing until he met
Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk
with me
Let’s pretend we’re
just two people and
You’re not better
than me
I’d like to ask you some
questions
If we can speak
honestly
February 2029
Chloe sat on the yellow butter suede sofa that she had
requested moved from their home in
When she and Lex had started
dating, she was a Pulitzer Prize winning journalist. She didn’t work for the Planet, a childhood
dream, but she had made something of herself in
In a drunken confession,
When Superman showed up two
years later, Lex had another meltdown.
When Hannah was born,
They had just settled into a
familiar joking rhythm when Lex returned to check on her after visiting Hannah
at the nursery, the little girl wrapped in his arms. He stood stock-still upon entering the room
and almost walked right back out.
She wasn’t surprised to see that
Hannah, or Hannah Bear as
When Hannah spoke her second words, it was Christmas and
the entire extended family, minus Lois, was sitting around a fire.
Admitting to oneself that your husband is in love with
someone else is very difficult. At first,
she denied even noticing how the two men always seemed to have such strong
reactions to each other. Whether it was
blinding smiles in the Talon when she and Clark were teenagers, or the
lingering hugs all through college, or even the length of the stares Lex would
focus on
Lex had been upset and hurt that
Chloe was relieved that her confession hadn’t ruined their relationship. She truly loved Lex with all her heart. Now, looking back, his reaction should have had a little more heat, more anger behind it. Lex always over-reacted to the discovery of anyone he loved hiding things from him. She knew that Lex had strong feelings for her but the last few months had shown her that she wasn’t the love of his life. Now, with the world in turmoil and the hero of the people unmasked and lacking any super-human powers, she could only feel regret and heartbreak over the status of her family, a husband who was distant and using all of his energy to keep himself in power. Her only child was gone and angry enough to refuse to speak with her parents.
It hurt knowing that your child felt so unloved that they
would leave and seek solace in another.
Chloe had been relieved to know that Hannah went to
Chloe remembered receiving pictures of
What do you feel
when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud
January 2029
“Mr. President, if we are going to deploy the Golden Sweepers, we have to do it now, sir.” Steven Caughy, Secretary of Defense and one of Lex’s most trusted advisors spoke. “I know you’re waiting to hear if Superman was able to enforce a treaty, sir, but if we wait and allow the aliens' first wave to get a foothold, I don’t think the effectiveness of the bombs will save us in the end.”
“I understand, General.” Lex looked over the view screens from the underground bunker where he and other heads of state were waiting to hear from Superman. The golden version of kryptonite had never been field-tested because of its lethal aftereffects. He knew that the destruction would be widespread and the initial drop zone would become uninhabitable. He was also concerned about the fact that he had never discussed the gold kryptonite with either Chloe or Clark. He had no idea how it would affect the only force on the planet that seemed to be able to keep the alien invasion at bay. He also knew that the bombs were Earth’s only defense system available to humans. “Lock target and deploy.” Lex turned from the view screen and hoped he had not just issued the order for the destruction of the human race.
Hearing her husband’s orders, Chloe could stay silent no longer. “Lex, what are the ‘Golden Sweepers’? Where did you come up with material that would be effective enough…oh, God? Lex, you’re not using a form of kryptonite, are you?”
Lex sidestepped her advance and began walking to a back room, knowing she would follow. He’d preferred not to receive a dressing down from the First Lady in front of his Cabinet.
“Lex! Are you even listening to me?” Chloe followed her husband into the small underground office and closed the door.
“Chloe, calm down.
Yes, it is a form of kryptonite and before you even ask, no, I haven’t
been able to ask
Chloe was beyond shocked.
She'd never thought that Lex would conceal that kind of blatant misuse
of technology from her. “Lex, how could
you hide this? We don’t know what this
will do to the planet, to
Lex walked over to where his wife was wavering on her
feet. He hated to see Chloe cry,
something that he’d seen a lot of since Hannah left to live with
Allowing her husband to comfort her fears she spoke her most selfish and dreaded fear into his chest. “Lex, what if he can’t protect Hannah? What if she’s left out there with no one she trusts?”
Lex couldn’t help his body's stiffening in reaction to the
idea that
How do you sleep
while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
June 2029
They had finished making it home the day before her sixteenth birthday, and he’d asked one of the supply team members to bring back a cupcake for her. They sat in front of the beaten-down trailer and celebrated in front of a bonfire. He sang to her and she made requests for him to play other songs that they could sing together. Mostly they talked.
He knew that she needed to find
a way back to her parents but that it needed to be on her own terms. He remembered being her age and having
responsibilities that you never wanted or dreamed of thrust into your
life. He also knew how hard it was to be
told who you were and weren’t allowed to love.
Lex had tried to convince him of the need for propriety in sexual
relationships.
“Hey,
“Thanks, Hannah Bear.”
“Yeah? Maybe a few steaks or cheesecakes!”
She cracked a small smile at him and sat down on the lawn chair, bumping his guitar with her foot. She didn’t want to come out and ask but listening to him sing always made her feel better. “Know anything from way back? Like hits of the eighties? My dad always loathed hits of the eighties.”
“You know, when I was your age I met your dad for the
first time.”
Hannah watched
“I really miss Sam.
She and I were still kinda new and I wonder
where she is now. What she’s doing, if she’s
dating someone, what her parents said about the two of us together. I know they were made aware of our
relationship when the Secret Service brought her home. Dad can be such a drama queen
sometimes!” She smiled at
Lex walked into his bedroom and found Chloe packing a large suitcase. He' known the day was coming but still felt shocked that he hadn’t been able to save his marriage. It was the first one he'd actually wanted to last. “Chloe, what are you doing? Where are you going?”
Chloe continued to pack some things. “I’m just going to stay at
Lex couldn’t fault her for needing time to think. He often wished that he had more private time
to himself to think things over. He was
relieved to hear that this was a temporary trip, at least for now. It would give them both the space they needed
to come up with a way to close the widening rift between them. He'd recognized Hannah’s voice as well. It hurt to know that your child felt the need
to oppose you publicly. He knew that
he’d hurt her, enough to send her running to
Lex knocked on his daughter’s door and walked right
in. He could hear scrambling and started
to grin. Hannah had been a perfect child
compared to her parent’s misguided achievements at her age. When the door was fully open and the light
from the hall spilled into the bedroom, Lex noticed the lack of clothing on his
daughter and her close schoolmate. He
spun himself around muttering apologies and quickly closing the door.
Lex rested against the bedroom door trying to catch his
breath and convince himself that what he’d walked in on was not his daughter
having sex with another girl in the presidential residence. He quickly tried to think back to who this
Sam was and, more importantly, who her parents were. He tried to remember how long she and Hannah
had been ‘hanging out,’ and what types of things Hannah had said about her at
dinner time. Feeling more composed, Lex knocked and waited for Hannah to tell
him to enter before opening the door. He
quickly took note of the changes in the room since his earlier visit and
couldn’t help but notice the lack of open school bags and the hastily thrown
together outfits the girls were wearing.
Hannah was even missing one sock.
He walked over to the chair sitting in front of Hannah’s vanity, a gift
from Martha Kent, and dragged it to the side of the bed. He wanted to make sure he was sitting in
between the bed, where the girls were nervously sitting, and the door.
Lex started to talk to the girls who were staring wide-eyed
at him from the bed. He started out
stumbling through half-hearted introductions and quickly gained his
bearings. “First off, I need to know
that you have been practicing safe sex.
I know that there isn’t a chance of pregnancy but that isn’t the only
reason to take precautions. There are
many sexually transmitted diseases out there and they don’t care how many
partners you’ve had.” Both girls just
stared at him and only looked away briefly to glance at each other nervously. He couldn’t believe he was about to have a
discussion about proper use of latex gloves, lube, and dental dams. Hannah was
barely sixteen and not the sixteen he'd experienced in boarding schools and
night clubs or the sixteen that Chloe survived that involved alien best friends
and mutant threats. She was a pampered and doted on fifteen and three-quarters. Lex couldn’t believe that he’d missed the
signs. He knew he should probably ask
Chloe to join them and start an open line of communication between parents and
daughter, but damn it. How could she do
this to him? “Hannah, I think you should
tell Sam to have Frank drive her home. Please
meet me in the living room in twelve minutes, no later. Am I understood, young lady?”
Hannah looked up at her father quickly. He’d only ever referred to her that way when
she was in major trouble. “Yes
sir.” She grabbed her shoes and walked with
Sam to the security office, and asked Frank to drive Sam home.
Lex walked into the living room and saw Chloe sitting snuggled
on the sofa with a book and a glass of wine sitting on the table in front of
her. “Do you have any idea what Hannah
was just doing in her bedroom?”
“Well considering your about to lose the top of your
skull, I’m guessing it’s something I should be pissed about?”
“Chloe! I’m
serious. Did you know about her and
Sam?” Lex looked his wife in the eye and
watched the telltale guilt settle. “Damn
it, Chloe! How could you keep something
like this from me? How could you allow
this type of behavior to continue under our roof?”
Chloe settled herself deeper into the sofa. She knew
this was going to be a long night and had obviously decided to make it as
comfortable as possible. “Lex, what do
you want me to say? I never asked her
directly if she was dating Sam and she never came out and told me. It was just a feeling. I made sure she had all the information she
would need about how to protect herself and how to talk to us about
questions. You remember what it was like
to discover your sexuality. It’s hard
enough to process,s let alone talk to your parents about. I wonder if she’s talked to
“Why the fuck would she talk to
“What do you mean ‘proper sexuality’?” Chloe stood up from the sofa and crossed the
room, empty glass in hand, and poured herself another. “God, Lex, please tell me you’re freaking out
because it’s Hannah's first relationship and not because it’s with a girl? You cannot be that big of a hypocrite, Lex!”
Lex sighed loudly and rubbed his palm across his scalp
in frustration. “Chloe, this has nothing
to do with your or my sexual experience.
Neither of us had the obligations that Hannah does. Her behavior affects more than just
herself. I know that it sucks and
doesn’t seem fair, but that’s how it is.
I can’t change the fact that I’m the President of the
“What does that have to do with anything relevant,
Lex?” Chloe seemed considerably more
confused than she had been earlier when Lex stormed into the living room.
“She can not have a relationship with another girl,
period. I don’t care how discreet she
promises to be, relationships are messy.
Especially teenaged ones! It is a
detriment to this family and to herself and I will NOT allow it!”
Hannah ran into the room crying. “That’s not fair, Daddy! You can’t tell me who to date and who not
to!”
“Yes, actually I can.
I am your father and that gives me the right to do just that.” Lex calmly sat down in the chair across from
the sofa in hopes that his wife and daughter would take his lead and sit down
as well. This was going to be a difficult discussion, he knew that staying calm
and not allowing Hannah to bait him would go a long way to ending it
quickly. “Hannah, I understand that you
think you feel strongly for this young woman but...”
“Dad, I don’t think, I know!”
“Yes, I’m sure you feel that way.” Lex watched his daughter shake her head and
bunch her fists in aggravation. “I know
you aren’t going to agree that this is the best for you in the long run but I
am only doing what is needed keep you safe.
I’m not just talking about sexual transmitted diseases, and by the way I
didn’t notice any protective measure in your bedroom so I hope there weren't
any fluid transfers.”
“DAD!
Seriously! Not that it’s any of
your business...”
Chloe obviously couldn’t help but pipe in, “Actually Hannah,
if you’re not being safe it is our job to make sure you are.”
“BUT,” Hannah continued showing her annoyance at being
interrupted. “Sam and I decided we
weren’t ready for anything that serious yet.
We have only kissed and touched each other, no fluid transfers.” She pointedly ground out at her father.
“Well, that is helpful to know. However, you will still need to be tested
tomorrow and every three months after that for the next two years. Also, I am going to tell Doctor Johnson to
start you on birth control immediately.
Better safe than sorry. This way
when you decide to have a boyfriend, I’ll worry less.”
”Actually, Lex.” Chloe calmly
interrupted his train of thought. “Hannah
is already on birth control, to regulate her periods.”
Lex looked over to his sweet little girl who sat on the
couch, angrier than he’d ever seen her, with a slight pinking to her cheeks at
her mother’s admission. “Well, that
makes things a little easier then.”
“Daddy, I’m not going to be dating any boys.” Hannah stated clearly and some what calmly.
“Hannah, sweetie, you think that right now. But after you and Sam have been apart for a
little while you’ll both move on, and you’ll probably meet a boy whom
you’re interested in.”
Hannah just shook her head and tears started to roll
down her face. “No, I don’t want to stay
away from Sam. You can’t make me.”
Chloe went to her daughter’s side. She hated to see such pain on her child’s
face but knew that she wouldn’t be able to talk Lex out of this decision with Hannah
still in the room. “Hannah, why don’t
you go lay down while your father...”
“No, Chloe, this is final. My daughter will not be dating girls!”
“Lex, she’s not just your daughter, she’s mine
too. This is something we should discuss
together and then talk to her about later.”
“No. No
discussion. I will not change my mind. She
will not be dating girls. This interest
will fade and she will grow out of it, there is no reason for me to change my
mind. This seems harsh now but this
decision will only be better for her in the long run.” Lex turned to Hannah and rested his hand on
her trembling shoulder, “You’ll thank me for this one day. Just know I am doing this because I love you,
not because I want to see you hurting.”
“
Lex was sick and tired of being compared to
“I wish he was!”
Silence filled the large furniture-filled room. Chloe looked between her husband and
daughter.
“Well, I am glad you’ve finally told me how you
feel. It doesn’t really hold any sway
over the matter at hand however, because he is not your father, I am. I will tell you what is appropriate for you,
I set the guidelines for your behavior, I set the guidelines for punishments
for your misbehavior, and I am telling you now that this type of relationship
will not be tolerated.”
Hannah started speaking over Lex when he started
telling her about appropriate behavior.
“It doesn’t actually matter what you think Dad, because I’m not breaking
up with Sam. I love her and she loves me,
so you can punish me all you want but that’s not going to change!
“Quiet, both of you!
Hannah, take a seat on the sofa.
Lex, sit down and stop looming over her, like that does any good. You
two are not even bothering to listen to each other. No, wait, let me finish. Hannah, I understand your opinion and that
because this is a situation where emotions come into play, you are not being
the most reasonable you could possibly be, so please keep that in mind. Lex, this is not a dictatorship. You are her father, no one is refuting that,
but you are not her warden.”
“Chloe, I’ve said my piece and I will stand by it. Hannah is to no longer see that girl and if I
discover that she is still pursuing a relationship with her, I will have Hannah
transferred to a different school immediately.
Do you understand me, Hannah? No more girls. It’s not what’s best for you.” Lex stood to leave when he felt a waft of air
pass by his ear and saw a glass of red wine shatter on the wall in front of him.
“No, Daddy! I’m
not leaving my school and I’m not breaking up with Sam and there’s nothing you
can really do about it!”
“Hannah, I promise you, that is not true.”
“Lex, don’t say
anything you can’t take back.” Chloe quickly walked over to her husband’s side
and gripped his arm trying desperately to turn his attention away from Hannah.
“You will do as I say.”
“Or what?” Hannah
stuck her chin out proudly. Her tear-stained
cheeks were the only clue that she was more heartbroken than angry.
“There is no ‘or’, Hannah. You will do as I say.”
“No, I won’t do this.
I won’t let you ruin my life. I
wish you weren’t my father!”
“Fine! I’m no
longer your father!”
“Lex, no! Don’t
do this, Lex!” Chloe pleaded.
“Fine! I hate
you! I hate you both!” Hannah ran to her room and packed her
backpack with whatever clothes she could stuff into it quickly. She grabbed a photo strip of her and Sam off
her nightstand and shoved it in her pocket in case her dad took the backpack
away before she get out of the residence.
Chloe sat hard on the sofa and wept. No words could describe her shock and pain.
Lex walked calmly to the window after grabbing a double
scotch and watched his daughter run across the lawn to an apple tree with a
lone swing, bag strapped to her back. He
watched her wail into the night sky and moments later
What
kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine
Lex couldn’t wait for Chloe to come home to the White
House any longer. He tried to give her
space by only e-mailing at first. He
only lasted a couple of days before he was calling to check on her and listen
to her prattle on about her daily activities and what books she was
reading. Often, he woke to the sound of
a dial tone in his ear. He’d become used
to having Chloe’s warm body close to his every night. Before he’d married Chloe,
The Justice League made many threatening visits in the
weeks after Superman’s powers had been stripped. Lex had thought that
Shaking himself out of his reverie, Lex grabbed his jacket
and informed the Secret Service that he would be visiting his wife that
afternoon. He walked towards the helipad
in the backyard. Once the helicopter
began its flight, Lex sat back and closed his eyes praying his wife didn’t toss
him out on his ass. Lex arrived at
“Hey you, I thought I heard the copter landing.” Chloe murmured sleepily into Lex’s wind-cooled cheek.
“I’m sorry to intrude on your thinking space but I needed to see you and make sure you’re alright.” Lex kept holding Chloe close and drawing comforting circles on her back just the way she’d always liked.
Chloe pulled back from Lex’s neck to look him in the eye. “I’m glad you came today. I was planning on calling you and asking if you thought you could get some time away. We need to talk some things through and I’d prefer to do it here.”
Lex nodded saying, “Neutral territory.”
Chloe couldn’t help the un-ladylike snort that came out in response. “Sure we can call it that.” She gave Lex one last kiss on the lips and then moved to sit up on the sofa. She didn’t want to move too far from him and give him the wrong idea so she made sure to keep some physical contact. “Lex, we need to be extremely honest with each other. I love you, always have, but this marriage is not working.” Chloe wasn’t surprised when he didn’t argue, just rested the side of his head on her shoulder and picked up her left hand. “I think we both tried very hard to force something that wasn’t really meant to be. Maybe it was in the beginning, but I think we have pushed this too far. We are great friends and companions, the sex is always hot, but we are not in love with each other the way...the way you and Clark are.”
Lex immediately sat up and slightly away from Chloe. He didn’t want to lose all contact with her
and break this amicable attitude but he was not going to discuss anything about
Chloe sat up straighter and took hold of Lex’s hand. “Lex, are you happy? I mean not just proud that you're President or a father, I mean bone-deep happy?”
“Maybe not this month but it has been a difficult one. I have been though, with you and Hannah.”
“You don’t smile like you used to. I was watching some old home videos this week
and I caught a few from when I was in high-school and college. Before you separated yourself from
“Chloe, you are anything but a failure. If this marriage hasn’t worked it’s because
of me, I’m not good with relationships.
At least those that have any real meaning. It’s actually something
Chloe smiled gently at Lex and stroked her palm over his
head. “I know, Lex. This marriage isn’t over because you failed
me. It’s over because we were never meant to push it this far. I think we both felt strongly for each other
in the beginning. Maybe we were drawn
together because we were the keepers of the greatest secret on Earth, I don’t
really know. I know that you never meant
to hurt me and although I don’t think it’s necessary, I’m going to say this so
you understand. I forgive you, love you,
and want you to be happy but I think the only way that’s going to happen is if
you forgive
Lex looked up at her and gave her a grateful grin. It really was a shame he couldn’t be head over heels for this woman. Chloe was right. He was forcing it. Not because he didn’t care for her but because his heart belonged to another since before they were married. It wasn’t really fair that he’d promised her something that wasn’t his to give.
“Lex you’re over-thinking again. No blaming yourself for this one. We both are a part of this. We both decided to keep going when things
weren’t right. I love you and you love
me, but Clark...
“I agree. We need to talk to Hannah. Let her know everything we’ve discussed and let her know that just because we are getting a divorce doesn’t mean we don’t still love each other or her. And this is definitely not her fault. Her leaving may have forced us to take a good look at what we were